it may be raining, oh but there’s a rainbow above you

it’s been a relatively long time since i’ve last posted, and certainly possibly (haha) a time period comparable with a century since i’ve last posted something that was actually of much meaning.

if in the dark we lose sight of love,
hold my hand and have no fear
cos i, i will be here

and because i am ever so slightly -just slightly- tired, i will, at this juncture retreat and observe the obsidian nature of spotless floor. because it is beautiful, and i need to start planning on how i am going to get christmas presents to everyone on time, for the first time, this year.

if i knew i had a week left to live, i would

1) quit school immediately
2) eat ahballing
3) go sit on bob one last time
4) play neopets and become champion of spell-o-starve
5) buy a lot of balloons, prefably rainbow coloured
6) read i am sam by dr. seuss, under a tree in botanics
9) go to the beach and build a sandcastle
& splash in puddles in bright yellow paddingtons when it rains
10) buy panda hello panda! haha

so on, so on. it’s rather peculiar, but travelling around the world would not be on my list. even though i thought it was what i always dreamed of doing -still is, actually- but perhaps, when you realise you won’t always have tomorrow, its the little things that mean the most. no not exactly, but. haha

and of course, there are other reasons why i would choose to stay, and many other things i would wish to do. but it really brings everything into perspective, i mean – how would you like to spend the last hour of your life struggling with – o.o – vectors! hahaha. but. oh well

let’s go fly a kite, up to the highest height, let’s go fly a kite and send it soaring, up in the atmosphere, up where the air is clear let’s all go.. fly a kite! hahah